I should be planning my super hot outfit for the amazing, adorable, attractive, really nice guy who likes me. But no. That would be in a perfect world. No I have to be all jacked up and want the attention of the guy who is way our of my legue and has a girlfriend.
Wish I could change my own feelings :/
So fucked up
It pisses me off how I have never had a boyfriend yet my beat friend has guys falling for her all over the place. So doesn’t even appreciate it and throws guys away like they’re absolutely nothing.
It’s sad when you can tell people you don’t know very well things you can’t tell someone you concider one of your best friends. Wish he would realize I’m not the perfect person he thinks I am.
Why do we care about impressing those who are insignificant anymore? I suppose it’s because there will always be those whose opinions once mattered so much and we want to show them how we’ve over come it. That’s what we tell ourselves, but really it’s just traveling in a circle. When will we actually be content?



